Long Messy Thins

Things!

Shit man , you look away for two seconds, the world takes a gian leap in your direction and all fuckin hell breaks loose! I did that today, well the last few days and ever snce i've been living with the problems that have arisen. At work, at home, wih friends...in my head.

Of course it's all good in the long run, and if i think about it at the moment things arn't so much bad as... irritating. Everything is irritating me because the answer to all my problems are so simple yet i cannot for the life of me live up to them.

Its like how i see the current world crisis.. the environment and how we should answer our planets call or mercy. The government is asking for money, the agencies are asking for action against our governments lack of interest, our celebrities are asking for attention all the while our planet is asking for a little cop on.

here is the gist of it

Car no.....Bike yes!
Giant benefit Gigs no........ Internet advertising yes!
New nuclear power plant no...... solar power yes

alllll the energy we use for advertising for manufacturing of needless stuff like fancy childrens toys, for packaging..... do we really need to work when it is dark? Do we really need to have a car?

im sure there are reasons against.... but i dont anyway

i dont intend to either

i dont need that in my life

the future doesnt either

Music off

heads asleep

The Lateness of my Readiness-ness

Well jesus if its this late already! Why bother!?
Fuck it i dunno, i suppose its just a matter of taking it as it comes u know. Like all these things to do, and well frankly things not done.

I need music.
And that music is................
Into the Rainbow Vein - The Campfire Headphase......... nice music.
So where was i? oh yea LATE! well like i said in another existance i am sure, lateness is a simple proceedure.
I work to the rhythm of the music in my ear, other than that i play it by year, and by year and by year...
until whoosssh its suddenly over, that "By Year" has become "By Day" and hours become half seconds, struggling to push out the last few words, the last few pen strokes before fate takes over. Everything in the "By year"'s have become By Gones, and voila its up to fate.
Sumtin as simple as that, as simple as anything i suppose. Its the simplicity that makes it so physically hard to actualy try and write this, im fuckin knackerd! So tired my brain is...............well if it was working it would have thought of something intelligent to say there...... and well it isnt working. THere is a point on everyday when it just shuts down, much like a record coming to an abrupt stop..........

Life is still..............

and im still late.
my god im late.