This is Architecture?

Low and smile.. no misery today, not even a hint of foundations. Something has broken the stride, out of a mist a sort of clarity , a sort of structure is starting to punch the earth

down and broken, down and broken, down and broken. a fourth. this may be brutal and this may distract. this may make all the difference. Low and smile.

And so your walking, screaming driving shouting all away from here. And so you are. And so you will continue to do. Wont break time now.

That clarity disappears, and establishes a fog, but you would know that, a fog all around the family.
And we will start again this time different but somehow the same.

Now im going to slow it down, and now im going low and smile.

The skin im in, smothered in your electronic wash, smothered in your electronic stuff

Your stuff. Thats your stuff. Your giving it to me.... even though it makes you shake.

Because you want to feel alive again, and i want to help.

Low and smile

Dreams to Sing About

I had it so close the edge was feeling lucky to still exist and in my space the things kept coming one after the other one after the next and everyone had questions everyone had answers to those questions before i could even speak, and what am i supposed to say? what am i supposed to do? Everywhere i look i see a reason to say no a reason to stop and just start again and why not? money? patience? i dont know what they have to do with it anymore, and the then we have the otherworldly feelings...the ones that do not go away, the people who make a difference and my unholy need for understanding of the them and what they mean to me.

an unholy understanding? what am i at? there is no reason to make such rediculous statements are there? for if this is the one surely this unholy-ness is irrelivant!?

if it is the one tho? what am i to think? what am i to do? the lights will tell me one thing, they will tell me to go for it, it makes sense it makes everything fit? everything will be perfect, everything will be dandy....

and then the blackness feels alone? feels unwanted? used up and pointless? after so long, you treat me like your own then you find the light and throw me away. are you sick of that false light? the one that called to you and made you "happy"? the one that you used to check out, to fix your broken things? what am i to say? who am i to understand?


I broke that a long time ago, a promise a song and those prayers


I havnt got the dreams to sing about
i havnt sang the words you scream about
whats over there but happiness and lies
and over hear is the truth that makes you cry

Closed Again

Im inside, its dark again... im back everyone, have you missed me? Now all ihave to do is open the lid... and let the light in. Itll take awhile but the safe bet is itll happen. And the light will always return.. it wont take long this time, i can tell.

Ah well I tried..

just not right this time

Essense of a place, Chartres Cathedral, Chartres, France - Edit

Essense of a place, Chartres Cathedral, Chartres, France - Edit, originally uploaded by dunwho.

Dropping, it fell on me.

and i saw this. i must continue

Lost Feeling Plotline

Streams of it, full on rivers, latch it on to my brain and see it go. Yum



So nothing worked, tried it all but here i am sitting on time, on a fence made out of opportunity. Take what i want. take what i will do.

Take it all.
I cant believe that happened, he just dropped it? and what a way to put it. without any consideration for anyone else, where did you put it? Do you know (Because she clearly doesnt!) oh i think she does (Because you clearly should die slowly)

Ahht here it is, deep rooted,
get that down and sink.
nod your head, and sink.
get that down and everything goes

anything wants it, you want it.In the light, you need it

Let it drop into your life, two beats, two beats.

Let that drop

Head to the second of your choices, the third. there is always another option.

let it return

different this time, you got a new face. better

inside. out on my indiscovery.

And so we all died, and so we all screamed. And the world was saved.

Yes let that drop slow down. feel it on the palms of your hands. add a little more. and were moving, slowly droping down. and were in it. All the yes's and the no's are no more. all the tell them's and dont tell them's are irrelivant. all the anger.. all the tiredness , its all for shit. Let it drop down and move. let it take over. and be happy.